the end (eventually i write about these)

a few more

Flickr tells me i have too many pictures :/

Just Rantinggg

Somethings i cannot stand!
classes you dont find out are cancelled til you get here. thats a big one! you wake up so damn early to make sure you get here on time. you have to deal with the traffic lights or traffic.. then when you get here god forbid theres a spot anywhere for you to park! and now they have huge ass trucks just there blocking like 10 spots for no reason.. theres clearly room for them to move the truck so that they can block less... then theres one spot left but the security guard is standing in it directing us to park way off in guam.. then you get here and have to carry your books and guitar ... go wait for a professor and find out a half hour into when the class is suppose to start that the teacher cant come so class is cancelled.. now im sitting in the computer lab typing this bs post ranting about how annoying it is to have to kill 2 hours... i mean its not the teachers fault she couldnt come .. but i just wish i knew in advanced.. wow i sound like sucha selfish bitch right now she has her own problems and im complaining abuot sitting here for 2 hours.. i guess i need to stop.. one and a half hours left!
well this isnt the only thing thats gets on my nerves!
LIARS! yea everyone lies at some ponit in there life.. im no angel ive lied plenty of times.. but people who constantly lie so that other people think there someone their really not.. that annoys the shit out of me.. be who you are if someone doesnt like you move on dont act like your someone your not.. you dont have to be a whore for guys to like you... is that really the guy you wanna attract.. the one that just is gunna use you... not really and if that is have fun! but then dont act like your not that kinda person ... basically your a hypocrite
and you know what else!
people you think you can trust and then they go and screw you over.. like that hasnt happened to you before.. its happened to me a million times.. no wonder why its hard for people to gain my trust.. boyfriends who cheat on you or steal from you.. "friends" who talk about you behind your back.. friends who just plain out lie to your face.. those arent the friends i want.. its hurts acutally alot to no that people i learn to trust just fuck me over in the end!
well this killed sometime and acutally made me feel alittle better :) bye

I AM

i am outgoing and imaginative
i wonder if the world will ever be completely color blind
i hear loud conversatiopns about plans for the weekend
i see the messy desk in front of me
i want a car so that i can be more independent

i pretend i am singing in front of large crowds of poeple
i feel the love of my friends and family
i touch the hearts of many
i worry about my future
i cry when something bad happens
i am outgoing and imaginative

i understand what it means to be respectful
i say what i can to make people feel better
i dream about helping others
i try to give advice for those in need
i hope i succeed in all my endeavers
i am outgoing and imaginative

Meditating with ADD

in...
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in...
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DISTRACTION: im nervous about my job interview
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DISTRACTION: i hope i get the job
in
.....out
in
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in
DISTRACTION: that clock ticking is extremely loud
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DISTRACTION: what should i do this weekend
in
.....out
in
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getting sleepy
getting sleepy

*LIGHTS ON
"open your eyes"

eight things i wish i could buy right now

1) macbook
2) car
3) apartment
4) more clothes
5) more bags
6) contacts
7) new guitar
8) more shoess!

i really dont get it...

I dont understand rugby.

and i wanted to play?

i musta been crazy

its pretty intense

like football without pads

i wish i coulda gotten into it

maybe if someone explains it to me :)

How to make a peanutbutter and jelly sandwich :)

Things you need:
- two slices of bread
- your flavor jelly of preference (i prefer grape!)
- peanutbutter (i prefer smooth but you can use chunky if you want)
- a butter knife
- a plate

Directions:
Place the two slices of bread side by side... Using the butter knife take about two table spoons of of peanutbutter...spread the peanut butter evenly around on one of the slices of bread... wipe the leftover peanutbutter from the knife on a napkin.. with the butter knife take about one tablespoon of jelly out of the jar and spread it evenlly onto the other slice of bread...you make skip the jelly if you don't like it.. then put the two slices of bread together so that the peanutbutter meets the jelly.. cut in half and enjoy :)
*(suggestion: a glass a milk is great to wash down the peanutbutter)

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